Illusional Mind

Illusional Mind.!

This r just a random thoughts of mine which comes into my mind every now'and then I don't know if this thoughts have meaning to it. it's a wave of questions on a particular topic related to world the topic just pop up in mind and I start questioning it deeper and deeper talking to myself in my on concussion. then after sometime I just nearly forgets everything or anything I discussed within my consciousness. so i decided to write it down whenever a thought like this pop out it won't be that detailed while writing because when I reach a certain point or a certain circumstances the thought process stops and my memory about the thought starts to fade away little by little and when try to think back what I was discussing in my thoughts in my unconscious mind I never remembered anything it's like a memory was taken away from me. The thought also stop when someone calls out my name aur someone try to talk to me and the thoughts completely vanish.

I am here to discuss one of the thought which I was going through a minute ago before it fade away I am writing it down here.

I suddenly got an image of people fighting each other beating each other but they ain't doing any critical damage where a person can lose his life and I thought why not end with a one blow a powerful punch on the throut the neck bone will break and the person won't be able to breathe and he will die suffocating. There r many ways an unarmed person can kill someone or break some part of his body with applying enough force or enough strength but people won't do it..and why? becuz not every person wants to hurt someone that badly some people will fight to scare them some will fight to show there power some fight to achieve something some fight for surving.but no one will fight to death and why?.because they r afraid of the coming aftermath. If wo go back to the time where people were living in a era of war where people live there life fully prepared for battle prepared to die or to die protecting only those warrior can kill someone because they were never afraid of death but what about us this world peace has made us fragile where we can't have justice from our hand we have to rely on others we have to follow the rules and laws of this world to achieve justice which is just a fantacy of the world and why? Why am I questioning the laws Why? Am i questioning our justice Why?......there r verry rare cases in the whole world where a crime was stopped before it's happening verry RARE. And there r lots of cases where a "Crime Case' was solved by catching the culprits or the murderer. Who wants this kind of justice would justice bring the undead to life it won't then what would bring them to life. NOTHING will then why?. because u were to LATE u should have stop it before happening....

Was I to late to realise that. what? was my fault .why didn't I realise it. what? stop me from realising it what? kept me away from realising it. what is it?.....a voice came out of my mouth IT'S THE WORLD....it's the world which is messing with us we r sinking inside it to deep losing ourselves from being a kids to a full grown man the people who met in our whole life were everyone was thought the same thing. What is it? Everyone will have there own assumption I will live it to them I want u to question yourself every person u met in ur life was there a single person who was different from rest of the others and if there was a person than what was different about him? But y would u do that because this all thing doesn't concern U...

 just what am I doing why am I even writing it it doesn't even have any meaning y was i thinking about all this with whome was i talking to was I talking to myself and was it responding just who r u or what am I even saying who is there it's just me was there someone else to..........................What Am I Thinking ?