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VOICES

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                                        VOICES It's a strange day for me today. It's not like every day has been normal. Each passing day has its own story. Every day starts and ends differently for all of us. But I don't know why, whenever night falls, my thoughts get heavier. I find it strange. My eyes feel heavy, my heart goes silent, and my mind gets louder and louder. At first, I thought it was just tiredness. But have you ever thought, what if these are some kind of signs? What if all those voices, all those conversations we have in our minds, are trying to tell us something? Or perhaps they're trying to show us something? Humans are very fragile beings, yet incredibly complicated. How do I explain it? I don't know. My mind is getting cloudy again. I'm starting to forget things slowly. Oh, come to think of it, I've never really spoken about myself in my blogs. Maybe I'm strange myse...

Wounds.

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Wounds It's been long night I've been thinking about something have you guys wondered people who commit crime like murder or robbery what are they thinking about at that moment what are they feeling what made them do this crimes why would people take such actions to hurt someone . Do they not feel anything do they not fear anything I wanna know what goes in there mind what's made them take the lives of other I wanna know will I do the same? You can never live the life you want in this world until you have power to control your life as you wish there are levels to human lives there are poor people average people middle class and comes the higher class there are people more wealthy and powerful then higher class too they often control people below them . Many people are doing everything to survive in this world to provide for there family to fulfill there dreams to achieve something in there lives everything seems usual ... but you won't know when everything goes wrong an...

Born in Chaos

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How would you describe your life in words? Ever thought about it? Strange question, right? But somewhere in the back of our minds, it lingers — If I were to describe my life... how would I? What words could possibly match my thoughts, my feelings? Are words even enough? Do they truly carry the power to let someone understand what I’ve been through — what it felt like to live in my shoes? Look around — everyone’s carrying something. Not everyone lives the life they want. And we can’t compare our pain to others either. Because somewhere, someone is living a more miserable life than we are. There’s no scoreboard for suffering. So we learn to carry our burdens silently — without bragging or screaming for attention. But solitude can be painful. Not being able to express what we’re going through… slowly dying in our own thoughts. Some people feel everything — all at once. Especially the ones who overthink. The ones who keep things to themselves. They don’t like crowds because silence has bec...

MADNESS

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What is happening to me?, what is this feelings?, the feeling of being left out, being all alone.. which is slowly consuming me every sec its getting heavier dragging myself in a spot where I stand alone facing towards a sea with chilly winds blowing around me standing in a shade of a old tree, dry leafs falling due to wind an this guy standing there totally blank his eyes has no light a dim dead eyes with cold face looking for a reason to be alive. it seems his world has been over.. What are this emotion? im not hurt but I'm still burning from inside feeling tired, can't think anything properly feels like I'll faint feels like shit. just from where did all this emotion came from? was i hiding too much was I not being myself? is this me? is there someone like me? i don't know myself.. what is happening to me. it's like someone else has overtaken me. I feel a hole in my chest I feel something missing in me. I'm completely losing myself. I don't know what I...

PERCEPTION

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PERCEPTION Have you ever been in a situation where you truly questioned yourself about your capabilities? when you start to self-doubt yourself. When the negative thoughts, the negative past—all of them—start to flash, making you more & more uncomfortable, giving up hope, you start to feel demotivated. When human beings are forced to tangle themselves in those thoughts, what do you think the best course of action is?. Can you change your future as you want? Can you challenge the living? Can you write your own faith?.   Only people who are not afraid of change can be the ones to overcome such situations.    Humans who have led their lives in such kind of situation from a very young age who are forced to accept whatever they do, their result would always be negative. Such kind of thinking either suffocates you, putting yourself into stressful thinking, or, for some people, it leads them to grow more, further adapting to their surrounding situations. Day by day, when the...

Symptom.

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Symptom PART - 1 Have you ever wondered how will your life end.? Now lots of people think it's crazy to think like that people will tell you don't think like that live your life!. you have a whole life ahead of you!. Older people likes to say " LIVE YOUR LIVES TO THE FULLEST KID ' but they don't know nobody knows it's not always about living your lives. Because.. " LIFE IS LIVING IN YOU '. If your soul isn't happy that life in you is not burning then you are nothing but a " SHELL'. it's as good as dead. you don't feel pain anymore cause life hits you with hardest time. you don't feel like trusting anyone cause your heart has been betrayed.. have been used. you can't seem to think properly cause there is something always going in your mind always stuck with something which you can't say to anyone. a life where you are struggling alone. fighting those thoughts in mind. trying to forget them. but always comeback to haunt y...

A Crack..!

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A Crack..!   What if I say we all are in control of someone? We are following our daily lives thinking as a normal day but what if someone made our life like this and made us believe that we are living our life? what if we are not? What if I say you were made to live like this u were made to choose only a suitable option that will lead you to the common life for eg a system every system has certain rules or certain steps to follow to complete it. Now let me know does a parent think about his child's future after he is born or before it's born most of you might have the same answer before. Now when a child is born his family starts thinking about his future and the first thing is Education the very first stage of the system your child spends almost 10 to 12 years in school now have u ever thought ok that's enough we can educate you on our own we will teach you from now on No. You go ahead and put him in college for 2 years now is it enough No. Then you send him to university...