VOICES

                                        VOICES

It's a strange day for me today.

It's not like every day has been normal. Each passing day has its own story. Every day starts and ends differently for all of us. But I don't know why, whenever night falls, my thoughts get heavier.

I find it strange. My eyes feel heavy, my heart goes silent, and my mind gets louder and louder. At first, I thought it was just tiredness. But have you ever thought, what if these are some kind of signs? What if all those voices, all those conversations we have in our minds, are trying to tell us something? Or perhaps they're trying to show us something?

Humans are very fragile beings, yet incredibly complicated. How do I explain it? I don't know. My mind is getting cloudy again. I'm starting to forget things slowly.

Oh, come to think of it, I've never really spoken about myself in my blogs.

Maybe I'm strange myself.

I can't seem to know who I am yet. I'm still learning. Still discovering things about myself. One moment I'm having fun with friends, and the next, I'm flooded with thoughts and suddenly go silent.

I don't get myself.

Have you ever done that too? Smiled, laughed, and enjoyed yourself with people, but the moment you're alone, you sink into a silent slumber of thoughts?

Life feels so long when you sit alone with your mind. You begin to wonder if smiling and having fun with others is just a requirement of life rather than a part of living it.

Who knows what's real and what's fake?

We simply pass the day and wait for another one to begin.

What a boring life that sounds like.

How does one enjoy life?

How does one actually live?

What does living even mean?

It's strange that I now question my life itself.

Will we ever know?

Maybe nobody knows.

I really have to stop thinking.

I don't know anymore.

Just...

What am I thinking?