MADNESS

What is happening to me?, what is this feelings?, the feeling of being left out, being all alone.. which is slowly consuming me every sec its getting heavier dragging myself in a spot where I stand alone facing towards a sea with chilly winds blowing around me standing in a shade of a old tree, dry leafs falling due to wind an this guy standing there totally blank his eyes has no light a dim dead eyes with cold face looking for a reason to be alive. it seems his world has been over.. What are this emotion? im not hurt but I'm still burning from inside feeling tired, can't think anything properly feels like I'll faint feels like shit. just from where did all this emotion came from? was i hiding too much was I not being myself? is this me? is there someone like me? i don't know myself.. what is happening to me. it's like someone else has overtaken me. I feel a hole in my chest I feel something missing in me. I'm completely losing myself. I don't know what I...