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Born in Chaos

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How would you describe your life in words? Ever thought about it? Strange question, right? But somewhere in the back of our minds, it lingers — If I were to describe my life... how would I? What words could possibly match my thoughts, my feelings? Are words even enough? Do they truly carry the power to let someone understand what I’ve been through — what it felt like to live in my shoes? Look around — everyone’s carrying something. Not everyone lives the life they want. And we can’t compare our pain to others either. Because somewhere, someone is living a more miserable life than we are. There’s no scoreboard for suffering. So we learn to carry our burdens silently — without bragging or screaming for attention. But solitude can be painful. Not being able to express what we’re going through… slowly dying in our own thoughts. Some people feel everything — all at once. Especially the ones who overthink. The ones who keep things to themselves. They don’t like crowds because silence has bec...
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MADNESS

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What is happening to me?, what is this feelings?, the feeling of being left out, being all alone.. which is slowly consuming me every sec its getting heavier dragging myself in a spot where I stand alone facing towards a sea with chilly winds blowing around me standing in a shade of a old tree, dry leafs falling due to wind an this guy standing there totally blank his eyes has no light a dim dead eyes with cold face looking for a reason to be alive. it seems his world has been over.. What are this emotion? im not hurt but I'm still burning from inside feeling tired, can't think anything properly feels like I'll faint feels like shit. just from where did all this emotion came from? was i hiding too much was I not being myself? is this me? is there someone like me? i don't know myself.. what is happening to me. it's like someone else has overtaken me. I feel a hole in my chest I feel something missing in me. I'm completely losing myself. I don't know what I...
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PERCEPTION

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PERCEPTION Have you ever been in a situation where you truly questioned yourself about your capabilities? when you start to self-doubt yourself. When the negative thoughts, the negative past—all of them—start to flash, making you more & more uncomfortable, giving up hope, you start to feel demotivated. When human beings are forced to tangle themselves in those thoughts, what do you think the best course of action is?. Can you change your future as you want? Can you challenge the living? Can you write your own faith?.   Only people who are not afraid of change can be the ones to overcome such situations.    Humans who have led their lives in such kind of situation from a very young age who are forced to accept whatever they do, their result would always be negative. Such kind of thinking either suffocates you, putting yourself into stressful thinking, or, for some people, it leads them to grow more, further adapting to their surrounding situations. Day by day, when the...
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Symptom.

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Symptom PART - 1 Have you ever wondered how will your life end.? Now lots of people think it's crazy to think like that people will tell you don't think like that live your life!. you have a whole life ahead of you!. Older people likes to say " LIVE YOUR LIVES TO THE FULLEST KID ' but they don't know nobody knows it's not always about living your lives. Because.. " LIFE IS LIVING IN YOU '. If your soul isn't happy that life in you is not burning then you are nothing but a " SHELL'. it's as good as dead. you don't feel pain anymore cause life hits you with hardest time. you don't feel like trusting anyone cause your heart has been betrayed.. have been used. you can't seem to think properly cause there is something always going in your mind always stuck with something which you can't say to anyone. a life where you are struggling alone. fighting those thoughts in mind. trying to forget them. but always comeback to haunt y...
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A Crack..!

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A Crack..!   What if I say we all are in control of someone? We are following our daily lives thinking as a normal day but what if someone made our life like this and made us believe that we are living our life? what if we are not? What if I say you were made to live like this u were made to choose only a suitable option that will lead you to the common life for eg a system every system has certain rules or certain steps to follow to complete it. Now let me know does a parent think about his child's future after he is born or before it's born most of you might have the same answer before. Now when a child is born his family starts thinking about his future and the first thing is Education the very first stage of the system your child spends almost 10 to 12 years in school now have u ever thought ok that's enough we can educate you on our own we will teach you from now on No. You go ahead and put him in college for 2 years now is it enough No. Then you send him to university...
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SLAVE..?

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When a person comes across a certain point in life where he stops thinking about the future and starts questioning the past. Thinking back in life about a certain incident which further become a big turning point for him remembering those moments wondering what if I could go back to the past and change my future so that I could have lived without being a SLAVE!!! What am I SLAVE  to? Imagine u spent almost 18 to 20 years of life in education which is necessary for surviving in this world knowledge of a person is treated as oxygen to the human body without it u won't survive and why is that because you have grown as an adult you can't survive unless you have proper earning and why is that when you were just a kid nobody cared about it. but now suddenly those people who asked you "how are you doing? What are you doing now? and believe me, those words are like a nightmare to some people who hide from others. Why would they hide because their knowledge was weak or ...
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Boogy-Trap

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     Read this very carefully. It's about some activities happening around me these past few days. I don't know if u all will believe me or not but I want someone to know. And I think he will come for me.....Thud! Thud! (Heavy Noices) It's him he knows where I am... Thud! Thud! (Heavy Noices)...There is no time. Everything was going normally I woke up at 7 am in the morning as usual do the daily routine (baths, breakfast, morning medicine. etc) I got ready for my job and when I opened the door to leave for the office I saw a letter in a red color envelope. Inside the envelope was a folded piece of paper. It said "Be careful today. There was no name of the sender...Who? Send it to me. Is someone worried about me? And why?. I didn't think much and threw the letter away. This was the first time something like this happened to me. Who would send me a letter like this...(Thud !!! Thud !!! Noise intensifying). All I know is my neighbor who rarely talks to me....
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